Chris Brown loves Rihanna

Chris Brown is opening up about the night he assaulted his then-girlfriend Rihanna. In his new documentary, Chris Brown: Welcome to My Life, the singer spoke about  how things got sour between the couple after he had sexual relationships with another woman.

According to, Brown said, “She hated me. I tried everything. She didn’t care, she just didn’t trust me after that. From there, it just went downhill because it would be fights, it would be verbal fights, physical fights as well. I still love Rihanna, but I’m just going to be honest — we would fight each other, she would hit me, I would hit her.”

Things got worse one night when the woman he had an affair with came and spoke to the couple at a party. “I remember she tried to kick me, then I really hit her. With a closed fist, like I punched her and it busted her lip. And when I saw it I was in shock, I was like, f**k why did I hit her like that?” he said, adding that he felt like a monster after that.